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DOUBLE RAiNBOW
02.25.09 (11:22 pm)   [edit]
For those who can see it, good luck!









The weather's been a little funny lately, and today's the second time in a month I've actually seen a rainbow hanging above. Awesome view truly, but the moment's short-lived for the very limited dusk that we have here.

I'm quite broken with the latest development in the series. Hope it turns out as the double rainbow that I've seen.
 
LATEX
02.21.09 (8:43 pm)   [edit]
Self-fulfilling prophecies are the worst types of action and reaction. It makes you stiff in the flow of time and inadvertently loops in the head of regret and pity.

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Every presentation feels like some kind of exam that I have to sit through with gritted teeth every time. I've done this countless times, but could never get accustomed to the queerness of differing opinions. Assuming we all have free reign, that would make the whole marketing point of view a lot more exciting and fresh. But in the end, we're all really doing the same thing.

My worst fear is when multiple people are involved, and they come in at different times, changing every single specter, spotting every single indifference, and trying way too hard to throw in 2 cents worth of 2 cents. When the review says it sucks, it doesn't really matter even if we dump the entire tin of oil into the pan that isn't even warmed up.

Okay... I'm lamenting. I got through another session with differing views, not with me, but amongst themselves. All I could do was stand aside and watch, clear up their mess, and redo, undo, then undo the undo to redo the undo and the redo.

I'm tired man. No holidays, no weekends, no off days, no leaves, just FMO and me. If there is a music station that plays non-stop music, I'm the asshole with non-stop shit, the sucker with non-stop heaves, and the idiot with non-stop idiosyncrasies.I don't need a pedestal. I just need a break.

Such, is when I am able to bail myself out of this debt-hole-of-a-pain. If you would like to donate to my cause, email me for my PayPal link.

Till then, this blog remains open like the corner 24-hr store with the attendant sleeping by the counter.
 
REMOVE i
02.20.09 (2:08 am)   [edit]
Sometimes I do things so out of the place I don't even know which finger to put where, or which way to wear my pants. Heck, I could be reading the horoscopes and think it's a short story for people on the move.

And that does not remove my request for poor ratings after what happened today again. It does seem also the story is taking a realistic dive with every episode that I work on. That's interesting news for me.

Point is, my patience wears thin lately from a lack of success and achievements, hampered by a string of unfortunate circumstances. It's not bad, it's just irritating. My progress forward seems to digress with a lot more unnecessary issues on hand. Perhaps I'm thinking too much.

Would love to play onboard.
 
SURELY - ACOUSTIC LEMON MIX
02.18.09 (12:55 pm)   [edit]






 
GOLD iN THE HOLE
02.15.09 (2:01 am)   [edit]
I sat wondering about what to blog. And I gave up. Other than the very strenuous activities to the likes of 4 tea breaks a day, compulsory pool dips, evening BBQs, and endless hours of sleep, chats, and idlings back behind the green fence, I'm pretty beat. And yes, the people behind the series be damned.
 
PLUSH CiNS
02.13.09 (2:26 am)   [edit]
I SERIOUSLY HOPE YOUR FUCKING SERIES CRASH. Editor needs to leave by 8pm yesterday, but I gotta work till 2am this fucking morning even though I gotta wake by 6am. HOPE YOUR RATINGS NOSEDIVE INTO THE DEEPEST FUCKING END YOU MOTHER FUCKERS.
 
FULL
02.08.09 (1:04 am)   [edit]

I know I've been missing my regular dose of comfort in this tiny spec of a rant in the cyber-world, but at least I'm trying to catch up on the blanks and attempting to join the dots.

Was commenting about my own New Year resolutions this year, and the top priority is to stop being distracted by unnecessary subject matters. What ever is not relevant, I'm actually gonna sweep them aside, and perhaps never attend to them at all. I told a few sweet people that it's about time I take my own well-being seriously, instead of constantly looking out for others that has gotten me quite worn out. But surprise surprise. Before that even left my mouth, I'm already "pledged" for a short film project in May, for no token fees even. Ok, I'm kinda coerced into it, so I guess that doesn't count. Anyway, that was promised like many moons ago... so...

Still, I'm gonna dim the lights on some very queer cases to traverse more me-time. It does seem comforting to know that there are things that I can afford not to do at this age, space, and time, and just totally forgive myself. Heartless maybe, cruel perhaps - point is, I'm tired of holding hands and shining their lights, while I remain growth impeded. Funny though, this uncanny sense of familiarity is fast becoming unfamiliar, and I'm enjoying dissing long-drawn issues like coffee-shop talk.

After all the renovations, I'm about 80% settled into the room. New tv, wardrobe and  beddings does make me want to come home now. For the last 20 odd posts I've made over at the office where it was my temperal residence, I'm actually typing here by the window with a cool breeze across my face.

Most incredibly, after weeks of hard boards and fake sponge mattress, I actually have a decent bed to sleep in now. And THAT, is the biggest comfort.

Jean, hope you had a smooth ride back home!

 
LOVE REQ
02.05.09 (3:01 am)   [edit]

Heh. YEAY!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And I'm a really Happy Kid!

 
HOLiDAYZZZ
02.02.09 (2:26 am)   [edit]

Okay, this whole holidays thing is really taking its toil on me man... I can't get enough, and it's making me really lazy, not to mention lethargic.

There has got be some kind of reprieve or asylum for over-holidayed people like me somewhere...

Good to see everyone today! Now if you could please send me the pictures, that be totally totally awesome! =)

 
 


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