I feel exhausted all of a sudden. It's all that tiredness trying to explain myself. Truth is, I do not feel I owe anyone any explanations. Fact is, I am explaning. Anal thing is, it's a never-ending struggle.
Pledging myself at this point isn't very motivating. I need something more substantial...like a project that can reap results instantaneously. I'm beginning to feel like I can pop any moment.