There's been some heavy developments in my life lately, and I don't know exactly when to begin.
Let's start from last month - I went for another horrendous CT imaging of my condition, and the results came in yesterday. Darn, it's so bad that I'm better off dead and burnt than even think about donating any part of my organs to anyone else~! I have 3 months more?
I was pretty sure the result weren't mine, so I made the people double-check the results over 5 times. They verified it mine again and again, and I tell you, there's no time to fret, but instead, not enough time to think about what to do next.
So I booked this huge weekend bungalow down by the Sentosa beachside 2 weeks from now, ordered this fabulous 10-course buffet complete with lobster salad and Tomyam seafood soup (all my favs) for lunch alone mind you, and this huge Asian flavored BBQ for dinner and a couple more fantastic dining festivities for the next couple of days - all in with settings from fresh and sunny to gothic and rave.
In the process of completing the invites too.
I told a couple of people about my plans, so we headed down to the morgue to make sure I have a nice cosy bed decked with Marigold and silk in my favourite color of gold and white with black trims and emblems - designed in the shape and logo of the pendant I've worn for a while now, together with the moniker of REQ.
The trip to the undertaker was hilarious - I was personally picking out and slashing prices. The best part was when we had to confirm a picture, so I rushed to the famed photo suite at Taka for a complete makeover to get the perfect shot done. Of course, they were all a little overwhelmed by the impending dead walking in and making ridiculous requests.
Sounding unbelieveable yet? Well, I couldn't just stop there. I called a couple of my favourite musicians and made a quick date with them over this week to record a couple of songs that will be played during the procession. Best part, they would be doing a 'live' performance without the vocals - it would be played to the vocals complete with speeches and drops!
I've also chosen a couple of people to do the readings. Imagine that! I'm actually preparing them for it?
Now if you still find this totally unreal, wait till you hear this - the coolest thing is we're getting a trailer truck as the procession vehicle, positioned to stand against the backdrop of the band. How cool is that?! Added on with an MC as well! Gee~ Living wasn't as happening as this is gonna be~!
And since I don't have that much time to travel, we'll dispense with that for now, especially when all these has to happen when it happens. So I've got to stick around.
Instead, would be spending the best of my time with the family, the gals, the boys, and of course, my room. Darn, I can't believe all these are happening before the company is estabed, or when the birthday comes, the New Year, even the year-end Christmas. And the bloddy scan cost a bomb.
Surreal eh? Well if you think I'm kidding, yeah. You've been had.
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I've been hearing a lot about love lately, especially of broken hearts and unrequired. I hate to say this but, darlings, move on. It ain't like you gonna stay this way for the rest of your life. Truth is, it just ain't time yet.
My little gift of premonitions and foresight says: it's coming, but wait you must. And it's nothing to do with courage, humility, or luck. It's just pure fate.
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I've been wondering about this: if people like you when you're unavailable, would you uproceed or pull out? With whom and why? Then again, if you're single and many are after you, whom do you go with and why?
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In-line-skaters alert! New kid on the blog would be joining the fray soon, but problem is, I'm stuck like hell on what to do next. Ii can move, I can slow, I can stop. Probs turn, but what next. Advice appreciated.
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And to all the rumour mongers speaking shit about me - be careful. I'm closing in. On you.
Ooh, I just love the suspense! :wink:
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One more thing - Baron's killing me. I'm typing at top speed believe me, yet, all my thoughts are randomised and completely disintegrated from reality, disjointed from factual beliefs, and get this. I think I'm high~! Woohoo!
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