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01.28.06 (2:10 am)   [edit]
Yeah. That's all we've sold. One copy.
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I had the chance to do some quiet shopping lately, largely due to the festivities, so getting around to get things done, by myself, was a snap.

Of course, company would be nice, but the shadow did just fine. For sure, he wouldn't retort at my lameness, and certainly not subject me to questionings. So for days on end, getting the right stuff, doing the right things felt alleviating somewhat, elevating if you'd prefer, but bottomline: I don't need to offer answers like some A.I.

Saw all the bright lights along Colleyuer Quay and Chinatown. Looks like its going to be a huge party. Wanted to take some pictures, but turned out I hated the cheenaness.
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Honestly, I've lost count how many times and how many versions of an answer I've given to this question, "How are you doing?" Ever since the split, I've answered, on average, 5 times a day to different or repeat people asking that same question. Standard answers:

- okay, surviving
- okay, still the same
- okay, not too bad


And since last week, I finally decided to be brutally honest to that question - I'd just say I'm dying. It's difficult to keep lying about something which is so completely wrong, as if trying to instituitionalise an emotional loss that is beyond comprehension, and as if could possibly be measured and analysed through scientific tests and explorations. No, this is not a pyscho-analytic elaboration: it's just simply, a loss - all interests, words, emotions, and hope.

For those who pass by here, please, don't ask me how I am anymore. I'm really tired telling you the same thing I don't really mean, just to satisfy your curiosity and fulfill your concerns. But if you must, I'll tell you now anyway. I'm not okay, i'm dying. But thanks, I've heard you.
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Was a the hypermart earlier on to buy some cheap wine for bedtime - well, was supposedly for a wine party I was trying to put together tonight - and met a wine connoisseur who spoke, amidst his slur, quite passionately about his wine. Angel said he was quite charming the way he spoke, and I just told her straight, "he's tipsy."

And she went, "Oh!"

Anycase, I was told by dear Jaz that P*nfolds were a calibre wine producer, so I kinda took her word for it, but never really finding it excellent or even okay for my taste. So I was standing really long in front of the shelves looking at Merlots and Sauvignons and all the varieties when he came over to offer assistance.

And me being drained by the end of the day and a complete idiot with wine, I just went, "Okay, I'm a complete wine-idiot."

And he laughed really loud, but said that we all are! How sweet!

Still, he runs a wine-distribution thing, and introduced this Greek variety - I was of course, convinced, as usual, so after some dumb simplistic and ignorant questions, finally got a bottle of Rapsani 01, a full-bodied selection with, honestly, a really simple but elegant label stuck on the front.

Yet to open it, so if anyone's interested, buzz me. Supposedly No.2 to wine masters and the likes.
 

posted by: reqx (reply)
post date: 01.27.06 (8:16 am)

No offence.


posted by: FayBeYen (reply)
post date: 01.28.06 (12:45 am)

Hey, u have Angel by ur side. And u r an angel. So do not be afraid to thrive on!
Gheezzz... do i sound like another christian?!

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