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FALSE PRETENCE
06.08.06 (1:28 am)   [edit]
To the people upstairs, - don't give me something and then take it away. If it was never meant to be mine, don't shove it to me like a whining baby, then take it away at your leisure supper time; don't throw your rubbish that I keep like gold, then realised you threw it away by mistake and you want it back; don't make a deal when you can't keep your part; and certainly don't make me happy for the sake of it. I am not some surrogate test-lab specimen.

I am not a fucking test-lab specimen.

Foremost, thank you all for your continued patronage to this very humble blog that I sometimes displease some, sometimes somewhat contradicting and controversial to your beliefs, and certainly not always as positive as you hope it to be. And it is with your love-hate relationship that you've helped pushed "I" into the top 100 of tblog's hottest blogs chart, clocking more than 23,000 visitors within 3-4 months since the revamp - all a feat I never relished.

And I mean it.

Perhaps you thought it was all nice. Perhaps I make sense, or perhaps you just like the nonsensical arguments. You are welcomed to keep reading, but please stop asking me if I am in trouble, or am troubled, or am creating trouble. The average crying baby, begging old man, struggling single mom all deserve more attention than I.

I sincerely thank all the concerns which I cannot even start to list; but know this, I still get questions about what I really am thinking inside till today. Fact: no one understands, but thanks for trying.

Just to remind a select few: if you feel disadvantaged in some ways, or jealous about someone, just remember, you are on one side of the riverbank, while everthing else is on the other. They are looking at you too and who know's what they are thinking, about you.

Darling, if it ain't oiled out, spit it out. Oh, yeah, welcome home. And before I forget, have a good trip.
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