I've no idea how the google ads sneaked into the left side, but I'm also a tad lazy to go find out why that eyesore became.
Nonetheless, if you would like to advertise on this space, that be kinda cute. Like it prompts at the bottom of the sorey box.
Anywayz, it probably doesn't matter what I say here, or ever try to message across, but it's really weird. The affinity to reach for a solution is incredibly much. I don't wish to position myself as a pain or a predicament, but know this. It's not over.
Ok. Right now, I don't even know why I'm writing this in the first place? Perhaps it got a little heart-wrenching reading the ordeal, or perhaps you needed to hear some words of comfort. For my meagre existence plague with a relatively indecisive lifespan, which you should check with your other half why, I think I value life just a tad more to know some things just need to be done and everything would be okay.
Pick up. Cos when you have 1 day to live, it's too meaningless to consider ending it sooner when you have time to enjoy every last bit of it.