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TiREDNESS OF BEiNG
01.31.07 (1:05 am)   [edit]
I was browsing through the web when I chanced upon the sweetest picture I never could imagine: 2 boys in the embrace of a youth on a mission trip.

Perhaps Ailsa was right: the emotive side can be over-bearing sometimes, so much so that blindness to the sickened nature comes almost, ironically, naturally.

And we bared it all, owing to the very core of the human construct and letting it go like instinct meeting instincts. I'm an interesting case-study, if you prefer, but beyond this theorized shell of a man, nothing could surpass its primate calling to cease and deceive.

Ah, utter rubbish, as some passerbys have pointed out before. In the most original form, forgiveness to punters who speculate the authenticity of words and phrases, they too, theorized more than ever. So don't call upon, but call within and look into the still waters, where every hurt must have rippled the pond like a skater.

I spoke at length with an old friend today over dinner. Seems like things have changed, but nothing ever changed. As much as we looked forward into the future in the past, we realized how slow progress had been. Granted, the soul is refreshed ever so quickly with every new hope and idea, but somehow, hitting the straight-on button doesn't guarantee that forward movement after all.

Which was why when the picture flashed across the screen, it brought me back to the moment - staring at the lalang fields with grandma's coffee scent in the air, me busking in the sun.

Time, stood still.

Sometimes, in plain english, I wonder if my being is a legacy in its own right, or would it all end up the next fade to black on good old video.

Thanks for the pressie. Will open later.

I've been seeing myself strung up on alcohol trees. That's not a good sign. Intoxication may be temporary, but it sure helps put time on hold while it fast forwards there-after. But who cares? You certainly have no need to - afterall, this is entertainment. And I've been host long enough to win more awards than what the accolades can offer.

My leg just gave up again. Let the blood flow through and things be fine. I miss gammy. Hope she comes back to town for a few numbers before heading out.

Hanshen, if you got to this part, would love to post it up. Thanks.

One last thing for tonight, it's true. Musicbaby hangs by a thread.

I do apologise if I have been obviously vague on details always, but consider this, at least its good enough that I divulge the briefs just so the world moves on, and everyone can sleep with ease. Put it this way, should judgment be made, it was made with some insights, not none.
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