You know, I'm really cool if people don't respect me for my craft or don't give a damn about my character. That one thing I cannot shut my CB trap on, is play dead.
It's like, hey! you got someone else to help get your stuff done! Great! But don't pretend I don't fucking exist after that.
I've done no wrongs, and don't fucking deserve the cold shoulders.
Which is why I hate some people who have no sense of courtesy - to the core. It's not like betrayal, where people are out to get people. It's a deliberate thing. So no big deal. But when spineless creeps do the hide+seek, it pierces the heart, and stays right there. Every movement aggravates the hurt and fuels the pain; moves the clockworks of momentum for the hatred.
I'm in vengeance mode.
And since I'm at it, I'm also not a standby toy lifeless. It's weird. I get all these heartless freaks who look me up only when they've broke their new toys. And I'm the one who went cold!?
2 groups of people seriously chipped me out today. Thank God I'm just griping here.
You know, I'm really cool if people don't respect me for my craft or don't give a damn about my character. That one thing I cannot shut my CB trap on, is play dead.
