I've always thought things simply; perhaps the naivity did me good in some ways - I didn't need to doubt what exactly people meant, I just needed to know I'm alive and well. Not a selfish thought, but certainly a little kid's view of the world.
I do wonder sometimes why things got so out of hand. From being free, I've binded my hands to gain per se, and closed my eyes to move on per se. Seemingly, the path forward is laden with traps that would spring on each careless step, then swallow me whole and bring me home, if not the starting point like a board game.
All these came about lately after the songs were picked up and I finally found how 'arranged' they would be to gain exposure. I'm certainly for it, just that I may not be happy doing it.
I'm not too sure if I'm selling myself out. Seemingly.
I've always thought things simply; perhaps the naivity did me good in some ways - I didn't need to doubt what exactly people meant, I just needed to know I'm alive and well. Not a selfish thought, but certainly a little kid's view of the world.
