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THE FAT HOST
10.11.07 (4:36 am)   [edit]
I can't think of a better way to put it then that. The number of expectations grow by the day, and by the numbers, things are granted. That can be so disturbing. What ever happened to appreciating people for who they are, not what they can be?

I barely made it alive with my voice the last couple days. The strain over the weekend made it almost incredibly scary. I've never felt such a fatigue in the throat ever. Of course, trying get myself heard in an already noisy environment plain crushes the norm tonal volume. Well, if I carry on working till wee hours of the morning like the last couple days, I probably would be seating in the audience come Sunday.

Nonetheless, I'm finally feeling a little excitement. Learning to cope with being myself is interesting. And learning to take things easy is incredibly fulfilling. Best of all, learning about myself makes life a little more kaleidoscopic.

I've kind stopped on seafood and prawns. The rashes are receding, although it still bumps up a little here and there. But at least it isn't taking me down that badly for a couple days. Just hope it goes away completely. I'm just suspecting I've contracted some kind of new disease that's been passed on somehow. Never had rashes my whole time this bad, but lately, it just isn't going away.

I need rest, that much I know, and I'm also not getting enough. But, what can a poor boy laden with chores do about that?
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