Been a little of a stale mate today, although I'm still getting a little hung over on my Christmas pressie yesterday...! =)
You know, I've grown so big, and this is probably my most expensive present ever? I mean, I'm really happy to get this, though I thought it a little unnecessary, but honestly, it kinda brought a tear. Never really was well-off in the first place, and I certainly have no friends in given places, not to mention my own material strive never was strong. And to get a present like that made me feel, for once in my life, really appreciated to a very big extent.
Don't get me wrong, not that I'm asking for expensive gifts, it's just that (and it's really hard to put in words), semi-poverty has somewhat become a way of life. And to hold something this expensive makes me feel showy in a way. Yes, I certainly have worn the furs and tasted the golds by my own means, but I never ever received any presents or gifts that came to the hundreds.
Sure, laugh at me, for I'm not shy to be laughed upon (like it matters, for I'm so used to it) for being silly or something else. I'll save the back-story for my own relish.
Been a little of a stale mate today, although I'm still getting a little hung over on my Christmas pressie yesterday...! =)
