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08.26.04 (11:59 pm)   [edit]
"As I laid awake in bed, my mind wondered thereafter about my soberness. I know not why, but my blood boils for attention, and my sanity lusts for an inspiration. What man would deceive himself into believing that life is only about the richness in life and not what lacks? Would he not envy those with less but have found more?"

"... And before the priority, the what comes after soon engulfs me - the need to exist consumes me, like the hurricane that soaks in anything that makes it stronger, lasts longer."

"In that instant, I caught a glimps of a butterfly, fluttering past the shades and hovering over the candlelight - its wings in rainbow stitches, and its feelers a silver white. What astound me were the pollens that fell from its legs and into the loveless flames, superheating them into micro-fireballs that flickered the devilish flame itself, threatening to over-power its might having received its share of plight."

"...Against my will, I followed the butterfly, hoping that the morning rays will wash out the darkness that poliferated my being. It did not, but I followed..."

"Beyond the darkness it flew as I tried to follow, yet, its weightlessness made my being heavy, and my footsteps sluggish. As it disappeared, my desperation to catch up soon fell into disrepair. My heart wrenched like a million birch wrung into a trillion splinters. "

"I crawled, I couldn't walk. I couldn't talk..."

"...Into my own darkness I prayed for light. The candle long burnt to the spoon and the smoke long gone. The stench lingers like a torn in my eyes. My eyes, oh the feeling of deception and fear fought a brave and deadly battle against my sin and my peace."

"A maniac they call me, but the truth shall be revelled in true light, for those blinded will not hear, and those deaf will not see - for I am only sane in my world of insanity."

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