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10.28.04 (12:17 pm)   [edit]
"I felt very compelled to write this down and I will transfer this entire passage onto the blog as well.

I just walked out of an accident practically without a scratch. Was driving home from Eric's (Jurong) down towards town when the car skidded at a relatively easy bend along the highway. The car first swerved towards the right which I countered by turning left slightly. It didn't stop despite me jamming the breaks to the floor. The front left side hit the barrier wall and bounced off. The car continued to skid along, spinning till the rear right slammed against the barrier wall again. Everything was over as quickly as it happened, and the car finally braked to an abrupt halt just off the wall. I knew a car was following me from the back, it probably swerved when it saw what happened. It slowed down for a while, seemingly coming to a stop to help, but to my surprise, it sped off as quickly. I hit myself at several places, most of all my head against the head rest of the seat. It still hurts a little, but as you'd probably see, my writing is completely untidy - I think I held on to the steering wheel too tight. Either that, I think it hit something during the impact. Joshua was with me, he's alright too. Unscathed, and definitely in good spirits.

I'm glad to be in bed writing this out, but as much as the positivity goes, I'm beginning to wonder if something worse would to happen - I might be glad as well. Not paralysis, but death.

In a big way, I'm pent up. I just want a lot of things out of my hair. It hurts to know that I can only do so much. Okay. I'm complaining. Question is, what is really the value of life?

Morning expresso and french toast? or sunday morning at the beach for the breeze?

All I remember thinking was to keep the steering wheel locked straight. I didn't know for what. Death wasn't scary, but it has since become an option the moment the car started to skid. Yes, it was probably near-death experience, but come to think of it, my life didn't flash before me - for I can't remember it anyway - and definitely I knew I could try to at least control it. And that is scary - to know you can control it. Sadfully, I would like to know just why I kept it straight, why no one stopped to help, why I felt bad the car is trashed, and most of all, why I'm still alive. Translation ends here tonight. I think I'm gonna be sleepless for many more nights to come. 28th Oct 04, 4:34AM"
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I wrote this after a shower and climbed into bed. My head still hurts a little from the impact, and my neck a little stiff. The car is in a bad shape, seemed to have been squashed out of proportion.

And I still ponder.
 

posted by: maestro (reply)
post date: 10.30.04 (7:38 am)

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